Mokah In Wanderlust

“The most beautiful in the world is, of course, the world itself ”                                                                 -Wallace Stevens

The joy of traveling to me includes more than just arriving at the desired location.  I love planning the trip in it’s entirety. It’s like planning the perfect date for myself. Which airline will I choose? Will I use a hotel or a rental property? What’s the best restaurant there? Where are the most scenic landmarks? (I probably missed my calling as a travel agent).

It’s almost been a year since my last vacation. As someone who generally travels several times a year, I’m starting to feel stir-crazy. My latest vacation was to the Oregon coast. I chose to go to Oregon because I’ve been infatuated with the Pacific Northwest since I’ve learned to read. I was really into geography and there was a set of books based on geographical locations in the United States.  I loved all of the books but I was captivated by the Northwest edition. I imagined myself in many scenarios in many places. I can honestly say that actually going put my imagination to shame. I did the tourist thing in Portland for a day then I spent several days on the beach at Waldport. While it was a little too chilly for my taste, it was one of the most beautiful experiences of my life. I am completely in love with the Pacific Northwest. The lonely but beautifully rugged coastline was a decent trade off for warmer temperatures. 

You’re probably wondering when will I get to the X-Rated part. I won’t. My last vacation was actually just that… a vacation. I was celebrating my success and also mourning. I was lucky enough to acquire a beach rental in a location where the sun both rose and set on the beach. I needed to feel liberated from the concerns of  life so I flew a kite on the beach at sunset with my favorite music serenading the scene. I watched the sunrise alone while devoting a monologue to a friend who had passed. I also did the tourist thing along the coast between sunrises and sunsets. Visited several coastal towns including Newport. In one of those towns, I visited my first lighthouse. While touring these towns, I somehow became lost in a forest looking for a waterfall that I ended up finding on the way back due to timing and tides.  There are so many wonderful memories from that vacation.

That brings me to current time. The main reason I haven’t traveled in awhile is because I haven’t had any urge or desire to go anywhere. The trip to Oregon was so breathtaking that it will be hard to top. Not even servitude can cause me to budge on the fact I only travel to places I want to go. I love visiting new places but there has to be some kind of scenic value in my perspective to visit. 

I’ve been considering going to San Francisco, DC, Atlanta, and LA this year. San Francisco and DC are high on the list because I have a couple of subs in those locations that have been longing after my presence for over a year now. Atlanta is a possibility for shooting some clips but I’m not wholeheartedly committed to it yet. With that being said, if you are aware of any reputable fetish videographers in the mentioned locations, please let me know. As far as LA, I’m planning on attending DomCon. Or at least the weekend of.

As far as leisure trips this year, my heart is stuck on returning to either the Pacific Northwest or Denver. Seeing various mountains, beaches, Redwood forests, and lakes. A Denver trip would more so just be a quick weekend getaway to party in the city at night and enjoy nature by day. I love the mountain views and visiting Red Rock but I have yet to enjoy all the scenic views that Colorado has to offer. 

I don’t like taking trips just for the sake of getting away. It’s actually a spiritual experience for me. I love breathing in the scent of a place that isn’t home. Tasting the regional cuisines that these areas have to offer. Talking with new people while in awe of how our paths crossed and delivered us to this conversation. Hearing the unfamiliar sounds that the wildlife and terrain has to offer. Waking up to gorgeous views.  Every time I return home, I realize where I’m residing has beauty too. I just crave adventure and beautiful landscapes from time to time. 

To conclude, I wrote this because spring is pretty much here. For me, March-October is traveling season and obviously I want to travel. I also just wanted to share a piece of myself that isn’t necessarily NSFW. I might be doing more of that in the future because I enjoy connecting based on common interests.



Why You Can Be Straight and Enjoy Anal Sex


We grow up (men) thinking that having any interest in anything, even your own finger linger on
your ass, means you are gay. Men who are straight do not want to run the slightest risk of thinking they
might be gay. Anal for straight men has always been a taboo. These insecurities, mostly rooted in
internalized homophobia, have kept straight guys from getting in on butt play. Every straight man
should explore himself and overcome that homophobic stigma. The only thing that’s gay is being gay.
Don’t let fears of being perceived as gay keep you from trying your hand at it.
I have enjoyed anal penetration I’m 30. I first showed my dildo fetish to a girlfriend who loved it.
I loved it. My girlfriend thought it was the hottest thing in the world. I don’t care if anyone thinks I’m
gay. It matters absolutely nothing to me. If you’re straight and have a girlfriend or wife and have an
interest in feeling something in your butt, you should really tell them so they can have fun with the
experience with you. There are a good number of women who like topping guys.
Any guy who has ever tried some anal play sexually knows that it doesn’t always come naturally.
Anal, for men, is as close to a clitoral orgasm as we’ll ever get. Located inside the anus, the prostrate is
essentially a male G-spot. When hit properly, whether it be with a finger or whatever else you’re using,
it can send you over the edge and make you orgasm harder than you ever have before.
Your sexual identity is defined by the gender of people you’re attracted to, not by the parts of
your body that you play with. Get Your Partner Involved. If you feel nervous asking your lady to put her
finger in your butt, send her this article and say something like, “I’d never thought of doing this before,
but this article makes it seem like something worth trying. Are you game?” If she makes any mocking or
derogatory comments, she’s not a keeper.
So stop being afraid and give it a try, you both might like it more than you think.

I’m Negan With the Crop… (Breaking A Beta BM)


The most fun thing in the world to me is dispelling the notion that since I’m such a sweetheart, I won’t fuck you up… What makes it even more fun is when I get to break a disrespectful ass black beta who threatened to top me.

This whore also threatened to refuse my orders claiming that helping me put my boots on was a hard limit. I’m still not sure if they were serious or if it was simply to incite my rage but either way… bad choice! We had to shut that shit down.

I actually broke my new crop on his ass, but my trusty crop Jotaro would never fail. Not only did I punish his ass by beating it until it was puffy and red, I  slapped the shit out of his pathetic face and pushed his punk ass to the ground like little bitch that he is LOL!

Originally, I was only gonna bring a 5.5″ because he told me he was a virgin but considering he threatened to top me… he had to pay. I made him take my 8.5″ cock.








After I grew tired of alternating between watching his mediocre attempts to suck it and shoving it down his throat, I figured it was time to initiate that asshole.


The final step in making him my bitch and the beginning steps of making him the bitch I need him to be. He took it well. He took all but about 2″. I mind fucked him after I took his manhood but that’s another story. This is about the breaking of a black beta male.


Anyone who pays attention would realize that black men don’t respect black women as they should. If they aren’t using black women as a piece of ass and an incubator for their bastard children, they’re putting them down for anything bright, light, or white. But when they come across a real black woman who can’t be used and is unbothered by their obsession with proximity to whiteness, they become drawn in and compelled to show you their true form. When beta black males aren’t obsessing over white girls, they’re craving white cock (if not doing both simultaneously). They love when a real back woman knows their secrets… it makes them feel like less of a sellout if she facilitates the bullshit. I’ll give more Intel on these traitorous ass black betas at a later date. For now I’l be focusing on feminizing this bitch…

To be continued…